I remember being young and every morning in my naivety feeling beautiful. 

Somewhere along the way that feeling stopped. 

My biggest fear is that I'll never look in the mirror and be satisfied again. 

I don't want to spend the rest of my life miserable;

But I can't...I refuse

To choose to accept the way I am. 

I just deleted that last line because it was too real. 

Then I decided to tell the truth.